I dream of you  
As I wander about intolerant freeways.  
I smile about you when I sit alone  
In the silent courtyard of my dreams.  
There are so many gods-  
Why then do I light incense  
For your image in my mind?  
And when we meet I touch  
Your hand with love  
Yet only ask to never let go of me
to hold me tighter & to love me more
with every smile every touch as i u
never let go of me for i would hate to
see u leave to see u said it would kill me



now that u have left me all alone
your body lay b4 me motionless & beatless
i swear i wont cry
u told me never to cry or to weep for u 
i will honor that & try to compose myself
when i look down & see your face .. so ever sweet
but so helpless i couldnt help but to break out in tears
u told me not to cry or anything close to that or else
u'd kick my ass well thats just too bad
i stood there & mourned over u & than gently kissed the tip of your nose,
places a rose on your chest & took one last look of u 
i turn around & walked away but i wanted to look back at u once more time
to remember but i didnt.. miss ya lots 



i miss your smile miss your face  
all i can do is dream at nights  
someday seeing your face or holding your hand  
til that one day that someday ill be dreaming, wishing & hoping 
just to feel your touch would mean the world to me
just to see u smile for reals it would be my last wish forever
i want to feel your arms around me holdin me gently
i wish my days can all be like this
i wish i can wake up & see your hair all messed up
i wish i could spend only 24 hours w/ u
after that day ill know what heaven is like
i miss u............................



his eyes r blue his hair is brown
always smiling & never a frown
his body is fine his smile i melt at sight
than one day he looked into me eyes
just staring about, walked up slowly
to me not takin his eyes off
he took my hand & put it in his
kissed my other hand & smiled sweetly
than he just stood there lookin into my eyes
all that time i was wishing i wouldnt crack
not to look away or to look dumb
he caressed my cheek & i leaned into his hand
closing my eyes he smiles again
he rested his head on my shoulder & whispered words as oldas time
"i love you" than kissed my neck gently
when i looked up at his he meant every word
b4 i knew it i woke up & saw his picture lookin at me



So vast, so open, so deep;
how could it hurt so much?
So hindered, so protected, so shallow;
How could it ever lead to destruction?
One knows not why,
nor should one try to understand.
Accept and go on,
just crash like the waves.
On and on and on it goes,
never breaking for just a minute.
The silence stays and the feelings remain
but on and on it goes.